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Honestly speaking, I'm through with requesting for help.

*Vulgarity might be present in this context. If you are anyway unprepared, kindly leave this page immediately. Thank you.*

That is the reason that I'd rather do things on my own than asking a simple favor from others and dealing with their ignorance and looking down upon.

Mind you, it's something as simple as just setting up an appointment with them to discuss some problems...yea...is not that difficult isn't it? From my understanding, it's plain pointless that if you don't wanna help sincerely, then don't do it. Or for the very least, tell me right in front of my face that you can't make it or something. My point is, at least, notify me if you intend to be absent or you are unable to provide the convenience.

You see I'm not that kind of people who love to take advantage of others. I'd remember you for life even if you did something insignificant as looking out for my bag while I am away, and the bloody reason that I come to you is because I know you are able to help me and plus, I ain't always bugging you, and you wouldn't loose anything at all.

I had the trust in you but it seems that you had taken this to another level and seen it in another light.

Fine. You people have more say than us and just too bad that you people are in a more superior position that you can have that something which we cant own and perhaps we're the more inferior ones as you all love to put it and symbolically giving you jerks the authority to displace us who are being slightly at the 'lower ends'...And worse, we're treated like beggars or some sort, who are incapable of surviving by our own, who are parasites that lived for nothing but to depend on you poeple...TO HELL WITH THAT!

So listen up, I would rather do the wrong stuff than to handle the bloody treatments by you people and YOU PEOPLE SUCK AND ALL OF YOU ARE THE WORST KIND OF RAGS THAT EVEN MY UNDERPANTS SMELLED BETTER THAN YOU!!!

Well, that's all for my ramblings. So my semester break is here and I still have tons of assignments to be completed. And it's already Monday and I'm not even starting one assignment =_='' guess I just gotta kick myself on the back a few times (how is that even possible?? O.o)

Pimples are all popping out for no apparent reasons...and I looked horrible....screw all the hormones...I'd rather have oilier face and more facial hair than having all these little buggers mushroomed all over my face...All my guys friends spent at least 30 bucks a week on their facial regime and I'm not even doing anything other than washing my face with a type of soap 'kononnya' is good for prevention of pimples..bull shit...

I guess getting frustrated and jumpy could be part of the reason besides stress? huh....

Bliss in the morning sunshine

I figured out that I've not been posting up my poetry lately. So I guess it's time while I'm still working on a poem called 'Let the wind hug you'. It should be an interesting one but due to the never ending commitments, I'm sorry that I couldn't post up in time. Nevertheless, I'll try my best to complete it when I'm done with most of my assignments. Meanwhile, I'll treat you guys with this. I'm not sure if I've posted this before, but who cares, as long as you got the feel =P

Have you ever wake up to a morning when everything just seemed blissful and it's as if you living in a whole different dimension where serenity is all you can feel? I just wish that every morning would be like that.

Being tired of the world, even a bird's chirping and the morning sunshine would gain your full appreciation.

If you just listen and feel.

The day awaits

I heard the birds chirping,

As I opened the window.

I felt the gentle breeze caressing my face,

And the clouds racing eastwards.

I gazed at the playground of God,

Of a reflection in the river

With plants that are green and young.

I can’t help but wonder,

What a day that awaits me

As the first ray of sunlight

Emerged from the horizon

And I heard the radio singing,

‘A new day has come…’

Sabah - A place not to be missed if you are a MALAYSIAN

Nothing compared to a relaxing weekend after a whole month of stress and tension. Reluctant as I was at first, I am glad that I made it to Sabah and guess what, the trip was AWESOME! people, need not spend your money on tours and oversea trips, I can assure you that even within Malaysia, you could find world class destinations. Just like Sabah. No one paid me to advertise but I'm truly in love with the state, it's serenity and its coastal beauty had deeply enchanted me. So here are some photos I'd taken along the way and more could be viewed on Facebook. (I couldn't believe I'm updating my account XD). We took off by Malaysia Airlines and unfortunately, most domestic flights are of old planes...so it wasn't that pleasant but at least it was worth the trip.

Here's a scene captured from plane before landing


Had seafood for dinner as Sabah is famous for it and that 'lobster-like' prawns were throat cutting! Rm 200 for two =_='




And this is taken from our hotel room. We stayed in Shangri-la, which could be easily passsed on as a 4-star hotel, contrary to my mom's believe to be only 3-star

One of the streets in Kota Kinabalu

Scenic views from the observatory tower on 'Bukit Bendera'

My little brother and I
My dear family, minus that 'botak' XD well at least he's kind enough to ask if I wanna be in the picture

What I liked most about the sleeping Buddha is the close resemblance to a live human, you might not notice it in the picture but trust me, it's really real when you take a closer look on the spot

Oh, and how was I supposed to forget that we were so lucky to catch the one and only 'floating bookshop' that harbored at the port of Kota Kinabalu. I've been wanting to visit this ship which is 2 years younger than the 'Titanic' for quite awhile and walah! Lucky lucky me! First spotted this when we were crusing along the coastal area at night after our 1st dinner and although I'm not a Christian, I 'm still glad that I was able to step on this decade-old ship. The lady ship is called 'Doulos' and the whole concept of floating bookstore came about by a group of Christians and believe it or not, all the workers on board are actually volunteers! how wonderful is that! I f I'm not mistaken, the next stop would be at Pasir Gudang and this lady only stop for less than a month.

From the stairs of the ship

Inside the ship


Her 'Lady-ship' - Doulos' =D

Not to forget Tanjung Aru. The waves and the wind was truly a breathtaking one! You could actually fall asleep by just letting the wind feather across your body and it's not like those typical breeze but a strong one I would say and it never stopped not even until we left.


Ok, my mom said this fella looked like a gangster =_=' gangsters don't really smile while taking a pic, do they??




This could seemed motionless but if you're there, it's totally different



Ah, and this is the Filipino market and it was fascinating to see how these people are becoming more and more like people here as they could initially sell their products at a rocket high price like RM 69 and then once you bargain, it could drop to RM 20 =_=' but at least, it's something different from what we got here. There's still a sense of locality unlike the Petaling Street back here which is flooded by immigrants...
And yes, the Salted fish market which sells lots of dry food products and even sea-horse! hmm..I've asked them how do we consume the sea horse and they said it's only used for boiling and it's good for asthma patience.




This was an unforgettable spot to me. It's known as 'PortView' by most tourists and there's this row of restaurants, bars and cafes along the whole stretch of extended plane towards the coastal line, so you could imagine that this plane is actually standing on the South China Sea =D


Yeap! That's me with the salted fish! XD haha

Imagine this. Plane standing right beside the ocean + a jar of brewed beer + sea breeze = Heavenly indulgence XD



You see, I was at a point doubting that was I even in Malaysia? Looking on would be a whole bunch of Ang Mohs drinking away their beers and enjoying the evening scene and honestly, it's exactly the same as being at the coastal plane of the Mediterranean.



Simply splendid.

something random

Now I'm really experiencing the times when you're so occupied and busy until something you once remembered so clearly or ought to remember that the event is gonna happen the next day just slipped out of your mind...That's real craziness man...I'm just so caught up with endless commitments until I've forgotten that I'll be leaving for Sabah in a few moments XD uni life people, gotta get use to it...

Gosh...my parents were out and I'm blogging at 1 a.m...mom's sure gonna slaughter me nice and clean if she gets to know..hehe...

I've nothing much to say here, in fact, I don't even know where to start since the last time I've blogged. Assignments, presentations, due dates...all cramped into 1...just completed the an Interlearn for Psychology Research, Design and Analysis and I'm so sleepy now...

You know what, I'll probably blog bout more soon when I come back from Sabah and stay tunned for more pictures...haha

So ciao people! I'll see u guys soon!