Monday, August 3, 2009

Where are all the 'real' people?

First things first, I'm in no surprise that humans are indeed thickly masked by layers and layers of fabric, be it something bad or something one might feel ashamed to disclose, that is fine with me and I don't care whether one hides them intentionally or choose to expose EVERYTHING beneath that shiny mask, I seriously don't care and wouldn't care about it. BUT, something did taken me aback when the really unexpected hit me, well I guess you could say I'm bullshitting but seriously, no matter how much I say those are none of my business, when something unexpected as I said being thrust to your face, you just have to acknowledge it and to me, it just shaken me a bit...well, one musn't judge a book by its cover. I didn't wanna make it so direct as I'm afraid that I might offend someone...Sometimes I'm wondering whether is't me, myself and only me who's sight hasn't been exposed to the real world or am I having a right judgement?

Yet again, life's unexpectedness.

Anyway, haven't got the time to blog recently...yea yea, I hate it but I have to say the usual cliches that my assignments and reading materials are piling up bla bla bla...it's true anyway...my friends were like, 'wa y u start studyin so fast??' I was thinking to myself, 'huh?! so fast? it's already the 3rd week of the semester and our assignments due dates are getting closer, don't you people care bout ur studies?' ok, maybe I'm just plain paranoid, but hey, I got in to Monash not for the parties or just for the sake of expanding my social sphere but I'm here to get that piece of cert with an Honours...I'm blabbing again, I know it's kinda impossible but still, I'm taking my 3 years seriously and you know how much I took to get in to Monash?

Fine, just call me a cracked nut.

Anyway, attended a Arts Transition Programme last Saturday and we did had fun! =D my teams went 1st for 'Book-Hunt' xD and I won a comic book! haha Nothing much to update recently except that due dates are coming soon and I'm just sooooo worried bout that, I can't even start a single sentence for my essays which means I'm so screwed...well just hope for the best after I've seen some lecturers to clarify my doubts.

Had lunch with Jamie and Chin San in Sunway Pyramid and it was also the very 1st time I've ever been there! =_=' all thanks to my dad who just refused to get there BECAUSE OF THE JAM which in my opinion will not occur in the morning =_='

Oh by the way, thank you soo much for the lunch Jamie! =D I really appreciate it! Will get you something nice for your birthday yea!

And seriously, ISA should be demolished or at the very least, go through a REFORM for God's sake! The purpose of ISA is being misunderstood and please people, it's not like a charge or a rotten egg that you could just throw it at anyone...grow up =_=' so, Anti-ISA protesters caught and arrested under ISA...ironic...it's just a PROTEST for demolishing ISA, doesn't mean that we're raising RACIAL issues =_=' c'mon...even the Malays were protesting...what you have to say?...oh, ISA is something for the gov to CONTROL or SILENCE racial issues...and going against ISA means something different to the pro ISA-ers? Hmmm...dare not say too much after I pulak kena tangkap ISA?! =p

And I really missed the life back in college...=( those small little classes that we had and we basically know everybody in the cohort which is very unlikely to happen in Uni...wish I could just turn back time...Back then, almost everybody was warm and sincere, now, everyone seemed so cold and distant...

Those good-o-times...

(As it goes by…)

Sunrise
Sundown
I look in your eyes
I sometimes frown…

Daylight
Twilight
Living in a single phase of time,
Have we ever looked back?
Have we become loyal slaves to time?
Chasing nothing…
But time…time…time…

Has it really been decades?
Whereby flowers had stopped blooming
And my age is catching…

It seemed so far behind
When flowers of crisp-cross decorated my life,
With childish games and fantasies…

Too fast…
Too fast…

1 comment:

Eunice said...

1st time in pyramid?? lol.. i stay so faraway also been there for quite a number of times leh.. u must be really busy with uni life..but cherish it coz not everyone gets to experience what u go through be it gd or bad.. =)