What is life and what is death?

hey...its me again..choon hui...
it seemed a little 'gloomy' today...
WHAT IS LIFE?
WHAT IS DEATH?

there's been so many people returned to THE CREATOR recently...i wouldn't say its a bad thing..BUT...i wouldn't say its a good thing either...its just that..the people who had loved the deceased got hurt..and people who were around the deceased shed tears...one of the volunteer at my brother's centre just loose her daughter who passed away suddenly..and the volunteer's sister has been diagnosed with breast cancer...

just two days ago...a good fren of mine...just loose his Dad...went to his house with another two frens...though we're basically talking bout pretty much everything..i can barely control the inner most feelings of mine...when i saw his mom and him...my heart just broke...[sighs]

and then...today...a filipino cleaner at my bro's centre returned to HIM...ovarian cancer...though i've never meet her b4...according to my mom..she's a sweet and frenly lady...her husband left her years ago..and now..left behind 3 helpless very young children whereby one of them is an autistic child...they were off poor family and it seemed the children got to be sent back to Philippines...

i couldn't continue more..but to send my deepest condolences to the respective family members of the dearly missed ones...

Life's just like a candle in Shakespeare's ''Life's Brief candle''
and to me, life's just like a piece of glass...

(A glass so fragile)

A fancy glass
With vibrant colours
And amazing zest of attraction

With a twist of fortune

It shattered!
Just once
It shattered…
To the floor beneath
Full of dusty dust

Can never be stitched
Can never be brought back to a piece…

How fragile…


God bless,
Choon Hui

Miss me ?

YO people ! It's been quite some time since I post in the blog. Sorry for those who still visiting my log =D Anyway, I still can't believe school's life is over and many of them had already started college...hmmm for me, I think I'm not in the hurry though. Lately, I found myself playing Maplestory back since I quit 1 year ago. So, whoever who played maple, hope to be in contact with u, though there shouldn't be any..ahha...ok enough about games. What am I doing everyday ? In the process of becoming a skillful househusband I supposed..hahha. Because I'm the only one in my family who stays alone in the house, so I guess it should be my job for now. However, one thing I learnt from all this..which is doing house works is much better compared to staring at the TV or computers...plus !! houseworks are considered light exercises...so it's healthy people ! start moping and sweeping the floor ! Alright alright I guess I'm getting too HIGH in this...cool down..There you go, that's what happening in my life now...pretty lifeless but it's great to help out at home when your parents are all tired and exhausted fighting at war in the office ! I know working from 8 to 5 is a stressful process, so U people should help out ! gosh..I sound so like ur parents..So, before I end this, I will post some pictures which are jokes for all of you guys out there...to those who are stressful at work...gone crazy doing their college assignments...felt like life is not worth living... damn angry with some people who made u mad....bored...felt like killing yourself ( I hope not..)...sad with what people said or done to you....felt like giving a punch in your boss face....those who are really tired whole day and still managed to get online and read my blog....ahhhh..U get it...no matter U felt whatever...have fun and enjoy life! Life is just a one way ticket and why waste it when u can make it as worthy as u want..Take care people !

Take care~~~Eric

It passed so quickly...

hey there everyone!! it's me again..choon hui here..posting another blog...
though it has been 10 days after new year...but i just couldn't really get through it...it seemed so fast..that everything just gone without a trace...i mean time of course...but those memories of the past will never be erased from my memory box...gosh..i dun even know wat on earth am i talking bout..haha...been thinking alot recently bout the future...bout..basically every single thing that matters...worries come and go...just like how our emotions played through our soul...it has been a roller coaster journey throughout the years...can't even think about wat is installed for us in the future...
alright...enuf of the crap..here's a poem of mine..which i've wrote on the 31st of december 2007..it's called INTO A NEW YEAR...

Visions…
Flashing cross my mind
Fond,
Mesmerizing,
Miserable memories of the forgotten
Came back lingering…
Rocking me back,
To the sleepiness of yesterdays…

Closing my eyes,
I saw mum under the dim bulb light,
Humming me into dreams…

Closing my eyes,
I saw myself chasing tiny frogs
By the damp paddy field....

Closing my eyes,
I saw my tender hands
Received a ‘painful award
From the ever-evil school teachers!

Closing my eyes,
I saw myself
Marching out from the magical land of school,
Head up

Now,
Opening my eyes,
It’s all coming back…
But,
Just a few moments left for me to finish up
The little bits of the present life
For that will be the final moments
Before I braise myself for the soon to come wind storms

so guys...treasure every bit of ur breath, ur time spent, ur days and ur life..for it will just sneak away without even u notice it...